Watching Before Sunset

Trying to find myself back to some unknown place and rest my heart and head, I went home and find myself watching this movie borrowed from my cousin.

Synopsis ( Before Sunset)
When Jesse (Ethan Hawke) and Celine (Julie Delpy) met on a Eurail train, the connection between them was immediate and profound. The 14-hour relationship that followed, as the pair explored the spontaneous and unexpected in Vienna, ended on a train platform where they swore they'd meet again six months later. Nine years have passed since that morning. On the last stop of his book tour, at the tail end of a reading in a Paris book shop, Jesse finds Celine watching from the back of the room. She lives in Paris now, he in New York. He's flying out that evening and they utilize every moment, finding their human connection no less vital, inspiring or real than it was in nine years ago in Vienna. In a stimulating and revealing journey through Paris, in real time, these two individuals explore the inner workings of their hearts and minds and rediscover their rare yet powerful love for the unexpected, the unrehearsed, and each other.

This is how it goes ... we have a lot of life's expectation that sometimes frustrates you... well i badly miss and longs for the person whom I waited to fall for for my entire life. Then it came... but not the right time and not the right ... things are not just right or I am not just dead right. Sometimes you just wanted to be numb of feelings... to rationally understand the person whom you truly love ( no apprehension). I'm a dead meat tom ( hopefully to edit some things from these post tom). I am used to hearing magnified lies and a day after unexpectedly get the true version of it... then I torture myself pretending that I don't really understand things... rationalize and pretend that things are really what they are... and let fate take over but unconsciously it affects me. That affects life, health and dreams. I am not a cruel person... silence eats me up and eventually surrender to God and his plans for me ... but sometimes situation/ and people pushed you to the extreme and wanted you to act like I am not myself anymore and still cannot risk it... and because its not me. and will not feel good about it.

Movie Review :
If you watched the movie, for about an hour and half you'll just see this couple chat of their life's events for 10 years, the camera goes on from the book store, coffee shop, river, walk ways, car, to her apartment. And the whole thing just don't have any cut or maybe twice or trice... everything is spontaneous.