Exhausting Three Weeks

Week 1
- unconditional love
- never ending hurt
- unexplained guilt
- of wanting more, but ...
- forgiving heart
- no where to go / no one to talk to
- misinterpreted
- misjudge
- false hopes
- unstable emotions
- cramming

Week 2
- broken promises
- giving in and letting go
- a drop of happiness and a flood of sadness
- more questions and little answers
- of loving and of living
- of murdering my soul
- of accepting, understanding and forgiving
- of love and shadows
- tuning on the same program again and again... and unplugging it finally.

Week 3
- Hospitalization of my 88 year old lola
- of being a refuge
- of caring and patience
- of understanding
- of taking charge
- of cleansing my soul
- of pretending to be strong
- of eating all fears
- of holding on
- and trusting God