I've been under a really bad depression some time now, that i tried to cure and overcome with.

I've struggled a couple of times to still keep my sanity intact... for the love of those who still love me. I may have done a lot of foolishness in the eyes of other people. I mean no harm to anyone, no harm to any persons heart... but I have to survive and do what I need to for my existence.

I have had some relapse and... some up and down moments but I always tried to pick my self up. I always Thank my family for just being there for me.

I've accomplished a lot for the past 3 years, trying to trying to fullfill a lifelong dream. I'm now a designer and still trying to live and accomplish for this dreams.

PAIN KEEPS YOU GOING.

BO Sanchez Soulful Newsletter

Without that pain, there would have been no breakthrough in life.
You may be in a lot of intense pain right now.
You have a choice.
When there’s intense pain in your life, you can respond in two ways.
You can have a breakdown.
Or you can have a breakthrough.
The choice is yours.
What will it be for you.

Friend, what you have been waiting for will come.

But it may come at midnight. It may come late in the night. It may come when you thought it wouldn’t come anymore. But it will come. I don’t know how. Don’t let me explain how. But what you’re praying for—in its most beautiful form—will be given to you.

The difference between the wise women and the foolish women were the amount of oil they brought.

And the oil represents your trust.

Will you bring extra trust in God during those times when He answers your prayer at midnight?

May your dreams come true,

THANK YOU LORD GOD I'M STILL ALIVE. AND STILL HAVE THE COURAGE TO LIVE.

I WILL DO MY BEST TO BE BETTER THIS TIME.

Prayer of a Broken Hearted Soul

"Father my heart is broken. I feel like it is in pieces. I need to put my heart into your care. Will you take care of it for me? I want to be able to love again. I don't want to be bitter and brittle."

The List

List of simple things I'd love to do with you... and I know someday will come true.

• Stare at each others eyes knowing that you are and I'm the only one and the truth.
• We could walk in a crowded area hand in hand and smile at everyone, proud and peaceful.
• To have cuddled with you the whole day.
• To kiss and greet you good morning and good night personally.
• To inspire each of us everyday to realize all our dreams togethr and individually
• To have grocery together
• To cook and eat together
• To watch things together
• To experience life together

Its been a very long long time since then ...

I 'm still here, better, stronger, relieved, and still waiting

Alot of things happened...

Just sharing some movie or songs.

Sober time comes again...

i was able to manage my heart and mind with patience and understanding.

I was able to to finally reach a life long dream... it was really a lot of reasons to live.

new people in life and new goals to look forward to.

Just two more things left ... dreams do true... and I remain to believe in it forever.

DREAMS DO COME TRUE.

AND IT AIN'T OVER TILL ,ITS OVER

Thank you God

I'll start of with a very cute Korean Series that would somehow give you bits and pieces of my puzzle.

1234 I love you

Think of Me

think of me

Save this Heart

Save this Heart




Oh save this heart love, before it consumes its soul.